Bunnyboo🫶🏼
Disciple of Prayer
Guys I feel like I’m reaching rock bottom I feel like I am in the pits of hell. So I haven’t been yet to find job I had interview today at 3:30. It took me an hour to walk to the location I have no car or money to find other forms of transportation. So I walked while listening gospel songs on my way. I get there at 3:10 just for them to tell me it’s being held at the actual store I had applied to. ( in the email and texts I received they told me go to the store in Fullerton) I went. I was told I wasn’t the only person who came in and had to be told u have go to the other store. I can’t EXACLTY walk 3 hours in 5 seconds im not flash. I felt so heartbroken on my way back I called the place the associate there who answered I told him hi I got sent to this store but applied to the one in ur area and he’s like oh I don’t know reschedule online. Then hung up. I almost cried I was silently mad and talking to god like what now I will be out of a home in less than a week if I can not find employment. I feel like I myself have landed in hell. I would like to thank god all mighty though because I made it back to my friends house safe. I however feel so defeated I do not know what is next or if I will find any employment I want to cry so bad. I prayed on my way to and back I called every other place I applied to I was told apply online. What more can I do god you have forsaken me and left me in the hands of the enemy. I cry out but it feels like my tears don’t reach you my prayers do they not matter ? Did you leave me in the hands of the enemy ?? Have I not patiently waited & these past moths I have had faith I have not complained or been rude to anybody. Am I not one of your children ? Am I no longer considered one of your children? Do I desrve to be homeless at a young age ?? Have I not been persistent in my job searches I know anyone my age wouldn’t have walked 2 hours for a 30 minute job interview. God why will you not save me from the hands of the enemy. ? If Jesus Christ died for all my sins & everyone else’s EHY can’t you lend me your right hand ? I feel so defeated