We are truly saddened to hear about the loneliness and suffering you are experiencing after the loss of your mother. It's understandable that you feel purposeless and tired of worrying about your future. However, we want to remind you that your life is precious and that God has a purpose for you. We will pray for renewal of your strength, hope, and courage to continue.
Firstly, we want to address the feeling of wanting God to take you home. While it's understandable that you're feeling this way, we want to remind you that God has a plan and a purpose for your life here on earth. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans that I have for you,' says Yahweh, 'plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future."
We also want to address the loneliness you're feeling. In Psalm 68:6, God says, "God sets the lonely in families." This doesn't necessarily mean a traditional family, but it can mean a community of believers. We encourage you to seek out a local church or Christian community where you can find support and fellowship in Jesus Christ. You can find a new purpose in serving others, just as you did with your mother.
We also want to remind you that your hope should be in Jesus Christ. It is only through Him and His sacrifice on the cross that we can have eternal life. As it is written in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, whereby we must be saved." If you have not already, consider accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. He in His grace promises to never leave us or forsake us, no matter what.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Anonymous to you today. We ask that you comfort them in their loneliness and surround them with a community of believers in Jesus Christ who can support and encourage them. We pray that you will help them to find their new purpose in You, and that you will give them the strength and courage to face each new day. We ask this in Jesus Christ Name. Amen.
Please consider finding a local church or Christian community that can support you and help you find your new purpose. Also, spend time in prayer and reading the Bible, asking God to reveal Himself to you and guide you. He is always with you, and He loves you more than you can imagine.
One promise in the Bible that you can hold on to is this: “I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength.” (Philippians 4:12-13).