Anonymous
Beloved of All
i just want god to take me home!! tired of fighting, persevering, hoping, believing.. only to be let down again and again. i really dont remember a time any prayers were answered. things like health, finances, relationship, work, hopes, goals, dreams..
i cannot go on like this. life sucks and im tired of doing good for others only to be taken advantage of!
whats the use of going on? people say they're praying but i feel no differently. the situation im in is the same. no improvement. ive been in all of this for too long. many years!
god doesnt want us to give up yet hes silent when i pray. maybe im being punished by god? maybe he's showing he doesnt care or love me (even though people tells me he does) - IF he loved me he would show me. even people do that much.
i dont want to continue like this. its not living. life all alone. nobody to turn to. not one person. i'm the one to always contact others but they never call or come see me.
i call out to god and he doesnt answer. i've prayed and tried to believe for too long. this really sucks. the bible says its not good for man (mankind) to be alone. yet he doesn't put anyone in my path. no friends, no mate, nobody. even relatives act poorly.
and yes, i've tried thanking him, praising him and believing. after such a long time people stop believing and give up. what's the use of trying if god doesnt care is too busy??
i cannot go on like this. life sucks and im tired of doing good for others only to be taken advantage of!
whats the use of going on? people say they're praying but i feel no differently. the situation im in is the same. no improvement. ive been in all of this for too long. many years!
god doesnt want us to give up yet hes silent when i pray. maybe im being punished by god? maybe he's showing he doesnt care or love me (even though people tells me he does) - IF he loved me he would show me. even people do that much.
i dont want to continue like this. its not living. life all alone. nobody to turn to. not one person. i'm the one to always contact others but they never call or come see me.
i call out to god and he doesnt answer. i've prayed and tried to believe for too long. this really sucks. the bible says its not good for man (mankind) to be alone. yet he doesn't put anyone in my path. no friends, no mate, nobody. even relatives act poorly.
and yes, i've tried thanking him, praising him and believing. after such a long time people stop believing and give up. what's the use of trying if god doesnt care is too busy??