Anonymous
Beloved of All
God speak to me. God don't just say trust you. I have been. My girlfriend is giving me hell. I feel like she is the wolf in sheep's clothing. I pray for her and have brought her to Christ but it seems to be nothing but an illusion the devil is using for some he is getting ready to use against me and my son. I have prayed out of fear and paranoia that she maybe close to my sons mother in the past, once again today I am reminded of that though. I have prayed for over 8 years since my son was born to free both him and me. For years it worked. She shows up and I lose everything. I believe in love but love seems to be the tool the devil is using against me and my son. I have court once again for things that I should have the right as a father to do with my son but I can't. The enemy has won. My son knows this and hates me. How would My sons mother really know this stuff right. She has taken me to court since he was born and nothing because God was on my side. Now there is something new though. I listen with my heart only to lose my son more. Why me God? Why make me a father only for the world to say I can't be one and that I have to pay to be one as well. My son hates me lord. So do many others. I need a job also. I prayed and believed so hard. I got my self not one offer but two. Then I am told well, we will call you next week. Next week I have court I wish this mountain would move so I can be the father my son desires for me to be.