Anonymous
Beloved of All
God save me and my boys. No matter how much I actually pray and no matter how much god speaks to me. Truth is me and my sons are in hell. I am trying to keep the faith but as a father I can't hold on. I have been in church all my life. Listen and done what I was supposed to do. But as a man it seems to not matter. My oldest is in a very bad environment and no court seems to care to help him out of the environment or help me help him get out. Now I am forced to give up what time I have left with him to go to this environment to be with him. It is not physically or emotionally safe for either of us but I have no choice. 9 years of praying and it does not matter or help . I have a new born who mother is using the scenario and what she has seen against me with my youngest . Father I have heard you but it just seems to not matter. I am broken and no prophet or scripture can save us. The devil has us. I pray for them. The devil prays on them. I am lifeless father and my sons are In hell. He used my own caring spirt against me. It is too late. I don't feel safe and my son's don't think God is going to save them. It is like hell was God's plan but I refuse to believe that. Pray for me and my children. I am not sure how long we can make it. God please help us. This is becoming too much to bear.