Anonymous
Beloved of All
God, protect my marriage from adultery and from all evil. Protect my husband against all evil, deliver him from all sins and devils lies. Please dad, ruin my enemies plans against me, don’t let them have success. Father, don’t let me die in this desert, don’t let things get worse. Help me doing what is right. I feel so lost.. I feel like I’m not capable of doing what I need to. So make me capable please dad. Make me new, change me inside, give me a heart like yours. Help me lord, please Don't punish me and don't allow my marriage to be destroyed, have compassion on me. I don’t wanna listen to the fear and to make decisions based on the circumstances. But I’m so afraid I’ll go out and he is gonna cheat on me. You already said that my enemies won’t have success in their plans against me, but I keep getting afraid and focusing so much in the circumstances that I don’t know anymore if you still mean it or if you regret this word you gave me.. Like, I feel like you still wanna restore my marriage, but maybe I don’t deserve my marriage to be protected because I’m bad at resting and trusting you.. it can sound stupid, but Idk.. I’m so sorry for even thinking it.. Dad, please, give me a kind word, please confirm to me that I can go to my mom’s place and everything is gonna be alright, I’m not gonna be betrayed, I’m not gonna be ashamed or be lied to.. Also, help me not checking on his social media.. I feel like I’m gonna die in this desert because I don’t stop this.. I feel so weak, so incapable, please Lord, take all my problems to you and solve them and help me doing my part, change whatever you need inside me for me to be able to do my part.