Anonymous
Beloved of All
Father you asked me the other day, "what can I do for you?" Father, I tell you I want a girlfriend, but not just any girlfriend. I don't want a sex buddy, I don't want a fling, I want a real, true, genuin friend of the opposite sex. I pray for her everyday. Father I need your love. Father I want a girlfriend I can enjoy my time with. I want someone I can talk to after work, and know that even if I shrew up, we can get through it togeather. Father not being with her is a hard thing for me. It's lonely, it's cold, and it's hard for me to understand why. I desire a best girl friend. I pray to you in hopes that when the day begins I will run into that perfect girl that you have for me. But everyday I am disappointed and wonder if I missed my chance, if I did something wrong, if you even heard me. Why do you do that? It hurts my feelings. It makes me feel like, you don't care how I feel, or how the disappointment affects me. Yes there are worse things than not getting my way, but it's not about that. I feel like a lone wolf. I feel like no one understands me. Not even my parents. I am a freak as it is. I have one friend but he's a guy so, yeah. I want a girlfriend that is a best friend but I don't want it centered on petty stuff. I want a girlfriend that is a loyal loving friend who just wants to have a good time with me, and do weird stuff with me like play video games, or just talk about comic books and who would win in a fight. Stupid big kid stuff like cosplay, and things like that. I pray for this women to come into my life this very day. I pray this in Jesus name, Amen.