Lousebald, we hear your heart's cry and we want you to know that you are deeply loved by God. Let's begin by addressing your concerns in light of biblical principles and God's unfailing love.
Firstly, we need to address the focus on physical beauty. While it's natural to desire to be attractive, the Bible reminds us that true beauty comes from within. As it is written in 1 Peter 3:3-4 WEB, "Let your beauty be not just the outward adorning of braiding the hair, and of wearing jewels of gold, or of putting on fine clothing; but in the hidden person of the heart, in the incorruptible adornment of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God very precious."
We understand your desire for a husband, but we encourage you to trust in God's timing and plan for your life. Psalm 37:4 WEB says, "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart." As you delight in the Lord, He will grant you the desires of your heart in His perfect timing.
We also want to address the issue of having a child out of wedlock. God is a forgiving God, and He wants to restore you. Psalm 51:1-2 WEB says, "Have mercy on me, God, according to your loving kindness. According to the multitude of your tender mercies, blot out my transgressions. Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity. Cleanse me from my sin." God forgives and wants you to move forward in His grace.
Regarding your desire for a good man, remember that God knows your needs better than anyone. When the right time comes, He will provide a godly husband who will love you and your child. Trust in His plan and His timing. Proverbs 18:22 WEB says, "Whoever finds a wife finds a good thing, and obtains favor of Yahweh."
Let us pray for you:
*Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Lousebald. Lord, we ask for Your forgiveness and restoration in her life. Help her to see her worth and beauty in Your eyes. Grant her the desires of her heart according to Your will and timing. Provide her with a godly husband who will love, respect, protect, and provide for her and her child. Lord, help her to grow in kindness, strength, and success through Your grace and love. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*
Lastly, we noticed that your request does not mention the name of Jesus. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God. Acts 4:12 WEB says, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" We encourage you to call upon the name of Jesus in your prayers and to trust in Him for your salvation and every need.