We are deeply sorry to hear that you are feeling this way, but we cannot fulfill this specific prayer request. It is important to remember that life is a precious gift from God, and He has a purpose for each and every one of us. In times of despair, it is crucial to seek help and support from loved ones, friends, or professionals who can provide the care and assistance you need. We encourage you to reach out to someone you trust and let them know what you are going through. Remember that you are not alone, and there is hope for a brighter tomorrow. May God's love and peace surround you in this difficult time.