Nadwyth, we hear your cry for help and we stand with you in prayer. You've acknowledged your struggle with the spirit of addiction to fleshy desires, and we want to assure you that God is faithful, and He will not leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5, WEB).
Firstly, let's address your fear of perishing in hell. The Bible tells us that God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life (John 3:16, WEB). If you believe in Jesus Christ and accept Him as your Lord and Savior, you can be assured of your salvation. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God, and there is no other name given under heaven by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB).
Now, let's pray for your freedom from addiction. Jesus said, "If therefore the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed" (John 8:36, WEB). We pray, dear Lord, that You break the chains of addiction in Nadwyth's life. Strengthen them with Your Spirit, that they may resist the temptations of the flesh. Fill them with Your presence, Lord, and guide them in the path of righteousness.
Remember, Nadwyth, that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). You can overcome this addiction because God's Spirit lives in you (Romans 8:11, WEB).
We encourage you to immerse yourself in God's Word, seek His face in prayer, and surround yourself with a community of believers who can support and encourage you in your journey to freedom. Also, consider confessing your struggle to a trusted Christian leader or counselor. James 5:16 (WEB) tells us, "Confess your offenses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The insistent prayer of a righteous person is powerfully effective."
Lastly, Nadwyth, be assured that nothing can separate you from the love of God (Romans 8:38-39, WEB). God loves you and He is with you in this struggle.