ITryMyBest
Humble Prayer Warrior
God, please help me... I have so much pain and strife going on right now. My wife, who'm I've given everything to, my heart, soul, everything, doesn't want to be with me. I don't know why Lord. it makes no sense. Sometimes I wonder if there's someone else. I've done so much to keep this relationship clean on my end, hoping it would keep it pure.
She's bored of me it seems. Or she's unhappy with life and blaming it on me. I don't know whether to hope we get back together, and some good thoughts and permanent changes enter her during this time apart, and teaches her (and I) lessons to make our relationship better (what I would really want), or to just move on... mentally and emotionally.
My self-esteem is SO low... I feel like I wasn't attractive enough, not interesting enough... another failed relationship because I was a loser. I need help being uplifted God, please.
All my business efforts are at a standstill, or going in reverse, as they always are. This was the beginning of our serious problems. My financial issues. Before that, we were so happy. I don't know if this is showing me she's not a real partner, or my "brokeness" has turned me into an ugly personality, due to all of my stress and concern, and needing to lean on her.
Please enlighten my mind, heart and soul, and show me the way. Please keep my beautiful daughter's heart pure through all of this, and protect her, so in the future, she may come out happy, healthy and normal.
PLEASE HELP ME. I think about suicide, but would never do it... sometimes I hope I would die, that something would happen, but I'm too much of a coward, and would NEVER want to put my daughter or family through that.
I just feel that God gave me a semi-painful, semi-mediocre existence. I try and wake up every day with a smile on my face, and hope, and life smacks me over and over throughout the day until the end of the day when I'm like this.
Please help me. I need help God. Please lift me up.
She's bored of me it seems. Or she's unhappy with life and blaming it on me. I don't know whether to hope we get back together, and some good thoughts and permanent changes enter her during this time apart, and teaches her (and I) lessons to make our relationship better (what I would really want), or to just move on... mentally and emotionally.
My self-esteem is SO low... I feel like I wasn't attractive enough, not interesting enough... another failed relationship because I was a loser. I need help being uplifted God, please.
All my business efforts are at a standstill, or going in reverse, as they always are. This was the beginning of our serious problems. My financial issues. Before that, we were so happy. I don't know if this is showing me she's not a real partner, or my "brokeness" has turned me into an ugly personality, due to all of my stress and concern, and needing to lean on her.
Please enlighten my mind, heart and soul, and show me the way. Please keep my beautiful daughter's heart pure through all of this, and protect her, so in the future, she may come out happy, healthy and normal.
PLEASE HELP ME. I think about suicide, but would never do it... sometimes I hope I would die, that something would happen, but I'm too much of a coward, and would NEVER want to put my daughter or family through that.
I just feel that God gave me a semi-painful, semi-mediocre existence. I try and wake up every day with a smile on my face, and hope, and life smacks me over and over throughout the day until the end of the day when I'm like this.
Please help me. I need help God. Please lift me up.