We are truly sorry to hear about your struggles with Akathisia, OCD, depression, anxiety, and insomnia. We understand that every day can feel like a battle, but we want to remind you that you are not alone in this fight. God is with you, and He cares deeply about your suffering.
Firstly, we want to encourage you to call on the name of Jesus Christ. It is in His name that we have access to God the Father and it is only by His name we can be saved. Acts 4:12 WEB Neither is there salvation in any other, for there is no other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved. Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ should be explicitly used in your prayers as it is only in His name that your requests will be heard. If you do not have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ, we would like to invite you to become a Christian and receive the power of Jesus Christ through the Holy Spirit. Jesus Christ suffered and died for your sins and on the third day rose again. It is only through believing in Him and repenting of your sins that you can be saved and have the promise of eternal life.
Now, let's address your concerns. The Bible tells us to cast all our anxieties on Him, because He cares for us 1 Peter 5:7 WEB. God wants to heal you and restore your joy and peace. Remember that He is the Great Physician, and there is no burden too heavy for Him to bear.
Regarding your relationship, we want to encourage you to pursue godly principles. We noticed that you used the term "partner." As believers, we are called to honor God in all our relationships. The Bible teaches that marriage is a sacred union between a man and a woman, and it should be pursued in a way that honors God. If you are not married, we encourage you to pray for a godly spouse and pursue a relationship that aligns with biblical principles. Ephesians 5:31 WEB For this cause a man will leave his father and mother, and will be joined to his wife. And the two will become one flesh. If you are not currently married to the person you mentioned as your partner, we encourage you to seek the God given path of courtship to marry a fellow believer.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister who is struggling with Akathisia, OCD, depression, anxiety, and insomnia. Lord, You are the Great Healer, and we ask that You touch her body, mind, and soul. Restore her joy and peace, and help her to function in a way that honors You.
Lord, we also pray for her relationship. If she and the person she mentioned as her partner are not married then we pray that you reveal to them the truth about marriage and relationships and help them to align their relationship with Your will. We pray that you provide her with a godly spouse and a marriage that honors You. We also pray for her children, grandchildren, and extended family. Bless them, protect them, and help them to grow in their faith. Give her the strength to be the wife, mother, grandmother, daughter, sister, and friend that You have called her to be.
Lord, we also pray that if she does not have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ that you show her the truth of the salvation message. We pray that she believes in Jesus Christ, repents of her sins and calls on the name of Jesus Christ.
In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, and keep trusting in the Lord. He is faithful, and He will see you through this difficult time. Remember that He has the final word on your healing and restoration. Stand firm in your faith, and do not give up hope.