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Humble Prayer Warrior
God please help deliver me from this evil person I married, and I can't disconnect from.... or please have her snap out of it, and become loving again. Show me the way please.
She has become so selfish, so self-centered, so hurting. Her best friend has been a horrible example for her. Her best friend's "husband" (father of children, not married) is in prison and she is having sex with other men, and says she still loves her husband. She married someone else because the guy bought her a car. My wife is with her all the time, and looks up to her, thinking she's so smart. She's older than my wife. My wife has changed.
Ever since her grandmother moved in for a month or so (while we were separated), and taught her "game" (her grandmother is one evil person - not what you think of when you hear grandmother, she's dating a married man), she has completely changed. Shut me out little by little. Given zero thought to my feelings. Destroyed our union and our family. Now I spend all holidays alone, or just with my daughter.
I miss the old her. I miss our family. And she doesn't see it, doesn't care. Tried to replace me with another guy, and he dumped her. Guess he didn't want to be with a woman with a kid, or was just using her. Now she's in love with him.
She's become SO fake God. Please let her find out how to be real, and to see what is real. She's been with my daughter for a week or more now, on a trip. Got back, and wouldn't let me see her today even!! And I'm helping pay half the rent at her apartment, so that she doesn't stay with her mother, another evil looney, who I don't want my daughter around.
There's so much bad around her God. She was raised so incorrectly. I know the sweet girl in there. I remember her. I feel like she's gone, or lost. I would love if that sweet girl came back, or if not, if I would have the strength to move on and better my life. Because I'm struck in this rut of hoping. And she seems to have more than moved on, God.
And I have to wait to help her with her immigration status. She has a deportation order. If she was ever arrested for anything, they'd deport her, and guess where my daughter's going.... I need to have her with some safer status. So I'm paying half her rent, helping her with her papers, and she doesn't appreciate me or who I am AT ALL.
She actually seems to despise me. And I'm not a butt kissing door mat. I stand up for myself. Take care of myself. Some women actually like me (I notice, and she's seen it). So why does she see no value in me?
God I really need your help. I can't do this alone God. I don't know what to do. I'm in so much pain.
Thank you.
She has become so selfish, so self-centered, so hurting. Her best friend has been a horrible example for her. Her best friend's "husband" (father of children, not married) is in prison and she is having sex with other men, and says she still loves her husband. She married someone else because the guy bought her a car. My wife is with her all the time, and looks up to her, thinking she's so smart. She's older than my wife. My wife has changed.
Ever since her grandmother moved in for a month or so (while we were separated), and taught her "game" (her grandmother is one evil person - not what you think of when you hear grandmother, she's dating a married man), she has completely changed. Shut me out little by little. Given zero thought to my feelings. Destroyed our union and our family. Now I spend all holidays alone, or just with my daughter.
I miss the old her. I miss our family. And she doesn't see it, doesn't care. Tried to replace me with another guy, and he dumped her. Guess he didn't want to be with a woman with a kid, or was just using her. Now she's in love with him.
She's become SO fake God. Please let her find out how to be real, and to see what is real. She's been with my daughter for a week or more now, on a trip. Got back, and wouldn't let me see her today even!! And I'm helping pay half the rent at her apartment, so that she doesn't stay with her mother, another evil looney, who I don't want my daughter around.
There's so much bad around her God. She was raised so incorrectly. I know the sweet girl in there. I remember her. I feel like she's gone, or lost. I would love if that sweet girl came back, or if not, if I would have the strength to move on and better my life. Because I'm struck in this rut of hoping. And she seems to have more than moved on, God.
And I have to wait to help her with her immigration status. She has a deportation order. If she was ever arrested for anything, they'd deport her, and guess where my daughter's going.... I need to have her with some safer status. So I'm paying half her rent, helping her with her papers, and she doesn't appreciate me or who I am AT ALL.
She actually seems to despise me. And I'm not a butt kissing door mat. I stand up for myself. Take care of myself. Some women actually like me (I notice, and she's seen it). So why does she see no value in me?
God I really need your help. I can't do this alone God. I don't know what to do. I'm in so much pain.
Thank you.
