Targar
Disciple of Prayer
Dear God, I've been really reckless and distant from you lately. I have a boyfriend who's not exactly a Christian. I feel like he got saved just because of me or to see what it's like, which pains me to think of. At the beginning of our relationship I never intend having premarital sex. However, I had a serious problem with lust and porn for years. One thing led to another and we had unprotected sex, it was my first time. He pulled out, but I'm still very anxious I might be pregnant. I'm already regretting it and I repented for my mistake, we're currently abstaining. I would really appreciate if you can pray with me as I'm too scared to tell anyone from my church. Please know that I'm not ready to have a child at this point of my life and I now understand so much better the importance of purity, so please support me in praying that I'm not pregnant. I understand that children are a gift and such miracles do happen even in the worst circumstances, but please pray for me that I'm not pregnant, this is what I really want at the moment.