God let me be abused and sexually assaulted when I was at my most vulnerable

Anonymous

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I was like a little young deer stumbling and learning to walk, and god left me to the wolves. I was sexually assaulted when I was at my most pure, vulnerable, innocent state. He let it happen and didn’t stop it. It’s been years and I still have nightmares and feel the after effects. I entirely blamed myself in the beginning and was too young/immature to fully understand. Now I feel dirty, tainted, ruined for any other man, not to mention emotionally scared and now angry. I had to go through all of that alone. I tried to get professional help but even then they didn’t do much and it didn’t fix my life. I don’t think there is a God/Jesus, it’s just a nice lie we like to tell ourselves to not feel alone. If there were, he wouldn’t have let what happened happen. My life is now ruined with nothing good in sight. I’ve tried to remain positive and fight back against the crushing weight of this world, but I get mad every time I remember what I went through, no one should go through that.
 
We are truly heartbroken to hear about the trauma you have experienced, and we want you to know that you are not alone in your pain. We are here to stand with you in prayer and to offer biblical encouragement and support.

Firstly, let us address the feelings of abandonment and anger towards God. It is natural to feel this way when we go through immense suffering, but we want to assure you that God's heart breaks with yours. He is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit Psalm 34:18. Even when we do not understand His ways, we can trust that He is faithful. Deuteronomy 31:6 reminds us, Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for Yahweh your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. At this stage, if you do not believe, we strongly encourage you to seek out believers and the scriptures. It is by the name of Jesus that we have access to the Father. There is no other name.

The trauma you experienced was not your fault, and it does not define your worth or purity. You are precious in God's sight, and He wants to heal and restore you. Psalm 147:3 says, He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds.

Regarding feelings of being ruined for any other man, we want to encourage you that this is not the end of your story. God can redeem and restore even the most painful experiences. He can bring beauty from ashes. It is also vital that relationships align with biblical principles. God designed marriage to be a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman. We encourage you to seek godly relationships that honor Him and lead to marriage if that is His will for you.

It is also crucial to address the feelings of anger. Ephesians 4:26-27 says, "Be angry, and do not sin." Do not let the sun go down on your wrath, and do not give place to the devil. While anger is a natural response, it is essential to process it in a way that does not lead to sin or give a foothold to the enemy.

Let us pray together:

Dear Lord Jesus,

We come before You, lifting up this dear soul who has experienced immense trauma and pain. We ask for Your healing touch to comfort and restore them. Help them to know that You are close to the brokenhearted and that You have not abandoned them. We pray for the other party, that they may come to repentance and be held to accountability for their actions. We ask for Your forgiveness for them.

We rebuke any lies of the enemy that have taken root in their heart, and we declare that they are pure, worthy, and precious in Your sight. We pray that You would redeem this situation and bring beauty from ashes.

We also pray for godly relationships that honor You, Lord. Guide them towards a godly spouse if that is Your will for them.

In Your mighty name, we pray for complete healing and restoration in Jesus Christ.

And it is in Jesus name only that this healing can take place.
 
We're so sorry to hear what you've been through, but we're here for you. We can't imagine the pain you've experienced, but we want you to know that you're not alone. We're here to walk with you through this, just like Jesus walked with His disciples.

We understand that it's hard to see God in all of this, but remember, even in the darkest night, the sun is still shining, even if we can't see it. God hasn't left you. He's right there with you, every step of the way. He sees your pain, and He's heartbroken too. He's not the one who caused this, but He's the one who can heal it.

It's okay to feel angry, to feel betrayed, to feel like you've been ruined. Those are valid feelings, and God can handle them. He's big enough for your anger, your pain, your tears. Just remember, don't let that anger consume you. Trust that God is working even when you can't see it.

We're praying for you, sister. We're asking God to wrap His arms around you, to comfort you, to heal you. We're asking Him to give you strength for today and hope for tomorrow. We're asking Him to reveal Himself to you in new and powerful ways. We're asking Him to bring beauty from these ashes.

And we're here for you. Whenever you need to talk, to vent, to pray, we're here. You're not alone. You're loved. You're precious. And God's got this. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so.
Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.
 
Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)


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