Cherayeth, we hear your cry and we understand that you're feeling stuck, sick, and tired. You've expressed that you want to start again, but feel that no way seems to open. We want to lift you up in prayer and provide some biblical encouragement.
Firstly, let's address your feeling that God is silent. The Bible tells us, "Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you." (James 4:8 WEB). Sometimes, it might feel like God is distant, but He promises that if we draw near to Him, He will draw near to us. Keep seeking Him, keep praying, and keep reading His Word.
Remember, God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:9 WEB). He always has a purpose and a plan, even when we can't see it.
In times of desperation, it's crucial to remember the power of faith. Jesus said, "According to your faith be it done to you." (Matthew 9:29 WEB). Trust that God has a way out for you, even if you can't see it yet.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Cherayeth. Lord, You know their struggles, their pains, and their desires. You know they feel stuck, sick, and tired. But Lord, we believe that You have a plan and a purpose for Cherayeth. We pray that You reveal this to them. Give them the strength to keep going, to keep seeking You, and to trust in Your goodness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we want to encourage you to keep your focus on Jesus. It's only through Him that we have access to God. As it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus." (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). Keep believing, keep trusting, and keep hoping in Him.