ESIC
Disciple of Prayer
The confusing part of this prayer is that, I keep on recording bad news instead of good news, just imagine last week's session of prayers and this declaration, with all joy and gladness reaching my shop and I was scammed ###. This is just the least among the issues; when I say issues/problems with no remedy, I have been facing since ### I have been consistent at this altar.
That last week's events got me thinking if God still exists. The shame and pain made me to unfollow and turn off notifications of NSPPD. But who am I to fight God?
Is one problem to another that has drastically drained my capital for business?
My business has gone from 100-0%. Just imagine earlier this year during our 21-day prayers, I lost one of my big clients and I did that fasting and praying while breastfeeding. Then when others are recording good things, I was busy gathering tears and pains. The only car I wanted to use and raise money was snatched from me. I am left with nothing; shop and house rent are due, and people around me see these things. So, tell me how will I write and post "As we dey pray e dey show"?
I don’t even have to talk about my husband’s side because it's more than I can explain. Well, I left everything to God because I don't know who to run to except Him—God!
IF THERE IS A MAN TO PRAY, THERE IS A GOD TO ANSWER. Please intercede on my behalf
Totally Depressed.
That last week's events got me thinking if God still exists. The shame and pain made me to unfollow and turn off notifications of NSPPD. But who am I to fight God?
Is one problem to another that has drastically drained my capital for business?
My business has gone from 100-0%. Just imagine earlier this year during our 21-day prayers, I lost one of my big clients and I did that fasting and praying while breastfeeding. Then when others are recording good things, I was busy gathering tears and pains. The only car I wanted to use and raise money was snatched from me. I am left with nothing; shop and house rent are due, and people around me see these things. So, tell me how will I write and post "As we dey pray e dey show"?
I don’t even have to talk about my husband’s side because it's more than I can explain. Well, I left everything to God because I don't know who to run to except Him—God!
IF THERE IS A MAN TO PRAY, THERE IS A GOD TO ANSWER. Please intercede on my behalf

Totally Depressed.