caldoug
Beloved of All
God I won't try to take my own life because of the physical pain but it does make me want to die; death seems like the only way out. When I got out of the hospital in June I gave my brother my sleeping pills. God You know that I am afraid of hurting myself any other way; I think that is the only reason I don't need to go to the hospital now. It is almost 4 hours until my brother gets home from work; I will be ok until than. God I ask that You help me to feel better soon and heal me. Thank You Lord. In Jesus; Name, Amen.