Aparchologeo
Prayer Warrior
god, i think i'm finally ready to let the concept of "romance" go regarding this connection- and it's not out of sadness,, but because i want him as a friend. i want to do there for him and really know him instead of my romanticized ideas and dreams of him. i want to be his friend, and for him to be mine. please- this whole thing is in your hands, if it is not meant to be at all- then please heal my heartache and make it clear to me- protect my mind from wandering to what could have been-s. i trust you god, you haven't failed me yet- and you've been giving me more blessings than i know what to do with- i will stay patient.