BeutifultoGod
Good and Faithful Servant
God I pray that you will send a Christian father figure my way. And I would not want him to be my same race either or he doesn't have to be. I need to know there are some kind people out there and some trustworthy people to. I struggle in relationships with men and not having a dad around has affected me.I know he will never replace you but God I need hope again. I need to trust again and know what true love is. Which I know come from you but for someone to show it would be nice. I pray I can love my bf like you love me. And one day I will know your love for me too. I do not. I am lost and I have been trying everything and seeking for help and people are not as I thought they were. I really need your help. I am struggling in my relationship too. I do not want another relationship that fails because of me. I do not know what to do. I hate being double minded too. My emotions are out of wack and mostly is due to being hurt in my past and being around bad people. Even family. My bf trys show hard but I do not know how to let him in. I am broken and weak. I hate how I can be sometimes. I need patience and love. Not tough love, verbal abuse or being pushed. Please God help me. In Jesus Name Amen