mew415
Servant of All
God, I need you. As always. I am confused and hurt. You have called me to a marriage to KGT, and him to me just the same. So what is keeping us apart? It can't be you. You created marriage for us! So I know this desire in my heart to marry KGT is good! Whatever is preventing us from being together, quickly work to remove it, cast out whatever is in the way. Please Lord. I thank you for the graces you have given me and I THANK you for giving me KGT to love and to marry. Don't delay or prevent us. Hurry to our aide and reunite us today. I thank you for giving us the love we have for one another in our hearts. I love him so Deeply and I thank you for creating the same deep love he holds in his heart for me. Thank you for calling the two of us to be in a selfless and loving marriage. Call KGT to recognize what he needs to change, same for me. I"m so hurt from this game he's trying to play with me, and I'm upset because I'm letting it continue. What do I do Lord? Please tell me. I need to know. God, if it is truly meant to be for KGT and I to marry in accordance with the Word of the Lord, Make it happen now. If it's not supposed to happen Father, then remove him from my heart. Your will be done either way. I pray and I hope and I beg that you are truly calling me to marry KGT, because I love him so much and I pray and hope and beg that you are calling him to marry me as well, because he loves me! But Lord, please. I'm suffering so much already in his absence. And I feel I am heavily doubting him because of his back and forth with me. Doesn't he know what he's doing to me? Will you please send someone to tell him what he's doing to me and how painful it is to be so confused and continually hurt!? Please God, I am crying out to you. Hurry to my side! Hurry to create this marriage and love just as you planned in accordance with the Word of the Lord! I love him Father! He loves me!! Stop him from fighting it. Please! I thank you for always being there and knowing what's best for me, and I look forward to seeing your plan work out. It's just right now Lord, I am treading slowly with the weight of this cross. I love him. Please reunite us today. Please hurry and quickly work within KGT and cast out the fears he grips so tightly to. Please. I thank you for banishing all evil and doubt and fear within KGT. I thank you for giving his love for me room to grow and flourish and strengthen! Please Lord, show him the way. Guide his footsteps, actions and thoughts. With your love and mercy Lord, and especially your divine assistance, make KGT brave. He is so afraid and cowardly. Make him brave Lord. Brave enough to come to me again, ready and willing to work on and solve whatever issues we have right now, and bless us and give us the graces to work out and overcome any future challenges we may face. Please Lord, I can't do this without you. I can't marry and love without you. You gave me this wonderful, beautiful gift of marriage, and I thank you from the depths of my heart for it. I want to marry and I hope my desires please you Lord, my desire to marry KGT. Bless me today with this. Reunite us today Lord, so that I may sing your praises of mercy and love and the gift of marriage! Hurry Lord. Don't allow another moment to pass from my days without KGT as my beloved. Don't let another day pass without me as KGT's wife and beloved. Please Lord. I thank you for removing the clutter and giving our love room to grow and strengthen again. I just want to make you Happy Lord. I know I can do that by loving KGT the way you intended me to. I thank you for allow KGT to show and please you by loving me selflessly and caring for me. Hurry Lord. Show me a sign. So that I may know KGT is mine and is your gift for me. Grant me this today Lord. Don't deny me the opportunity to praise and thank you ever more for giving me the gift of marriage to KGT, so that I may love him and share the rest of my life with him here on earth. I thank you for quickly and immediately showing me this sign I ask for from KGT today. I thank you for giving me the ability to react accordingly and appropriately to him. I thank you for giving me this love that I cherish and want more than any earthly possession. You gave us many gifts, the greatest are Faith, Hope and Love. Please Lord. return to me this gift of love and allow me to share it the remainder of our days with KGT. As husband and Wife. and I thank you immensely for calling KGT and I to marry. I am greatly looking forward to the day of our reuniting. I ask Lord, that this day is this week, if not today. I thank you for bringing him to my doorstep Lord. I will know it is you who has the pleasure of allowing me to praise you with this moment I am asking for. When he does show up at my door this week, wanting to get back together for good, I promise to drop to my knees immediately and thank you, for everyone to hear. I will not be ashamed of your blessed gift of KGT in return to me. Grant me this Lord, grant me all this I pray to you with the Holy Spirit, and through the name of your son Jesus Christ, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God forever and ever. Amen.
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