Shawner
Disciple of Prayer
Deonty was my fiance , he left. Stress from work, stress from financial struggles, stress from me , stress from a dui, life , his ptsd and tbi everything was just to much so he left. And I pray to God everyday in the name of Jesus that he be with Deonty, he needs Christ. Leaving me doesn't change any of life struggles it only takes away the stress i was causing.and I am sorry i wanted to be his peace not make his stress worse. Im truly sorry. I never wanted anything but to be his peace . The one he wanted to Come home to , to hug him when he was sad and be there to listen when he was mad. To go on adventures with. And make him smile. To pray for him And love him unconditionally i pray for his salvation and I pray that God will bring him back to me .Heavenly Father in the name of Jesus, you know my path I am on right now and that I am in agony. You have instituted marriage since You found that it is not good for man to be alone. I deeply believe that You have given deonty and i one another to love and to hold for the rest of our days. The Bible has taught me that a threefold cord is not quickly broken. Come and be with us, Lord, for only You can make two broken hearts understand each other. You are the King of Peace and I know You are able to change any sad situation in my life.Father, I know it is Your will that we should lead a loving and peaceful life with one another. Hear me, dear God, to fill us both with more love and to understand each other better to bring unity to our relationship. Help me become more understand to Deontys needs and feelings.and less demanding and selfish.Grant me wisdom that I may know how to deal with this unlikely situation so I can build a house in Your glory. In Jesus' name I pray, O Lord. Amen.