God I don't want to live anymore. I don't want to keep living. I don't know why you let me be born, why you keep me alive this long, if all everyone wants to do is harass, physically hurt me, and shoot guns at me, or do anything to hurt me. God I can't cope with anymore harassment. Please help me. I want to be free from people wanting to physically hurting me. I want to be free from being a target for abuse, I want to be free from n e adult man trying to keep me like a hostage using hurting my dad or family to control me. I want to be free. God help me.... Amen....