Aparchologeo
Prayer Warrior
God, I do not know if I should make this decision.-I am on the edge of making said decision while thinking of all the times I breathed a sigh at not making said decision... I do not know what to do. I also ask that you not wake me up with humiliation. I grow tired that as soon as I show a sign of inner peace and new found confidence- Satan turns my environment against me- all that fear, humiliation, bitter, anger, fights to seep it's way back into my bones- as soon as I become happy again. Do not allow it- no matter how close all that gets to violate my being again- protect my joy, my unstoppable love for myself and the life you gifted me that I have always planned to explore no matter the circumstance. God I praise you for the evening I had, the new experience I had that allowed me away from my usual thoughts and rut. I am so joyous about it!! And even with the trials that will make my heart sick tomorrow- i will not shake these high vibrations. Armor me Jesus, give me my daily bread, I will do my best.