Dear Abertanamth, we hear the cry of your heart and we stand with you in prayer, seeking God's comfort and guidance in your time of need. Firstly, we want to assure you that God is always with you, even in the darkest moments. As it is written in Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
However, we must address something crucial. We notice that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is by His name that we have access to God, for it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" We encourage you to put your trust in Jesus, for there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12).
In your feelings of helplessness and despair, we want to remind you that God is faithful. Even when it seems like everyone is against you, God is for you. Romans 8:31 says, "What then shall we say about these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?" We pray that you find hope and strength in Him.
We also want to rebuke the spirit of despair and suicide that has been tormenting you. God has a purpose for your life, and it is not yet fulfilled. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11, "'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'"
Let us pray for you:
"Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Abertanamth. We pray that they will come to know You through Jesus Christ, that they will find hope and peace in Him. Comfort their broken heart, Lord, and heal their crushed spirit. Give them strength to endure these trials and remind them that You are always with them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Hold onto God's promises, Abertanamth. He loves you more than you can imagine. Trust in Him, and He will see you through.