Anonymous
Beloved of All
God I am so lost, I allowed pride to blind me of the value of Jesus Christ. I allowed pride to skew everything that is important to you. I lay here in bed helpless, You already know what the situation is. I am completely helpless I dont what to do, I cant even repent and thats awful. I have despised the birthright and I am desperate for your help, I am sorry. I found a church where they love you, I want to be a part of that family but I cant unless I enter through the door. The violence in my heart and soul are tormenting. Please dont laugh at me, please help