We understand your desperation, Glewale, and we're here to lift you up in prayer and to offer biblical guidance. Firstly, let's remember that our help comes from the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. It's in His name that we have access to God, as it is written: "For 'whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.'" (Romans 10:13 WEB).
You mentioned desperation and a need for peace. Remember, Jesus has said, "Peace I leave with you. My peace I give to you; not as the world gives, give I to you. Don't let your heart be troubled, neither let it be fearful." (John 14:27 WEB). God's peace is available to you, but it's important to seek Him and to align your life with His will.
Let's pray:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Glewale. Lord, You see their desperation and their need for peace. Have mercy on them, Lord, and reveal Yourself to them. Help them to fix their eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith. Give them the peace that surpasses all understanding, and guide them according to Your will.
Glewale, we encourage you to draw near to God, and He will draw near to you (James 4:8 WEB). Spend time in His Word, the Bible, and in prayer. If there are areas in your life that are not aligned with God's will, we urge you to repent and to turn away from them. Remember, God loves you and wants the best for you.
If there's a specific situation that's causing you to feel desperate, we encourage you to examine it in light of God's Word. If it's related to a relationship, remember that God's design for relationships is holy and pure. Flee from sexual immorality (1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB), and pursue righteousness. If you're in a relationship, it should be one that honors God and is directed towards marriage.
Lastly, you mentioned not wanting to be invisible. Remember, God sees you, and He cares about you. He has plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Trust in Him, and He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, your vindication like the noonday sun (Psalm 37:6 WEB).