Aparchologeo
Prayer Warrior
god- i am desperate despite your blessings- please bring him back to me. please fix all the issues in our relationship, i want this to LAST. i want to be his friend and him to be my friend. i do not understand why he seems so fine being so distant from me.. I'm willing to give so much, i want to give so much.. i only ask to feel reassured that he won't just leave me. that's not so much to ask. god i know these feelings will pass, I'll go back to being fine without him. i am open to all possibilities- i ask that you turn this into something beautiful- i know you are able to make it happen if you will it to be so. i miss his smile.