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Humble Prayer Partner
God help me let me not fall into a depression again. I am not well mentally, I think. I have no friends and nothing much to do. It’s a pity. Lord my faculties are intact. Lord I want to come home to you, why don’t you let me. But please Bristol also needs to come with me. I cannot leave him alone. God I am supposed to trust you but what story do you have in mind for me? Financial independence and being mentally occupied is all I need any but don’t get, why lord? Kids don’t want me, I am ugly, nobody wants me, what do I do? Call me back to your abode oh lord. Don’t keep me suffer like this, it’s not nice. Nobody wants or loves me. Pradeepji has a lot of stamina that I do not have, is everyone not in the same boat. If you don’t want to take me to your house at least let me be mentally peaceful. Here I am mentally as upset trying to figure out why I am alive. If you love me, Hod show me your love, your caring. Let me be happy in these circumstances or change them so that I remain happy. But show me some light, not this dark tunnel with no end, no one to care for me, cry if I die. My kids will just say good riddance to had rubbish. Is that right God. There is no one to talk to but you. Please help me oh Lord. Please also bless my Bristol now and always