GOD help me to understand my life.
GOD talk to me and answer my cries for help.
GOD I'm tired of waking up with the same feelings of not wanting to live.
GOD if I can't talk to you then who can I talk to?
GOD as I sit here now I woke up feeling and thinking like I don't have a chance in this lifetime.
I began to think what's is the quickest and easiest way to leave this earth.
Although I'm not ready to leave my heart my mind says otherwise.
GOD please help me to stop thinking about ways to die until you are ready to call me to my resting place.
I don't want to harm myself but my mind says otherwise.
GOD I'm begging you to help me please I can't keep living like this
All the heartbreak, hurt pain, and feelings of not belonging.
My family and I are strained.
This hurts the most but GOD but I know you will help me before it is too late.
GOD talk to me and answer my cries for help.
GOD I'm tired of waking up with the same feelings of not wanting to live.
GOD if I can't talk to you then who can I talk to?
GOD as I sit here now I woke up feeling and thinking like I don't have a chance in this lifetime.
I began to think what's is the quickest and easiest way to leave this earth.
Although I'm not ready to leave my heart my mind says otherwise.
GOD please help me to stop thinking about ways to die until you are ready to call me to my resting place.
I don't want to harm myself but my mind says otherwise.
GOD I'm begging you to help me please I can't keep living like this
All the heartbreak, hurt pain, and feelings of not belonging.
My family and I are strained.
This hurts the most but GOD but I know you will help me before it is too late.