God give me CONSTANT PEACE on the ...

[Aparchologeo]

God give me CONSTANT PEACE on the valid hurt I feel that I cannot get earthly closure on, no matter how much I scream for it. Help me to look to you and myself for peace, I feel I cannot turn to the guide that you've given me in this life, due to the hurt I've endured from her- whether she chooses to see it as hurtful or not... Even as I type that- I feel shame. remove the shame I feel, and the shame I know I will feel on waking... Fix my apparent defensiveness towards my family- I feel that they are constantly viewing me in some negative way, and maybe they are. They have shamed me in the past for things that do not matter- because no matter what I do, I always know my truth, even when I don't act on it.- their shaming has done nothing good to me, like salt in a wound, and I'm in a state where I no longer take it,- I scratch deep into it, I claw it. And it has hurt me more then the actual hurt has. I do not want to wake and change to be something I'm not, something where I just brush over my truth that I hold in me- even if it's seen as a lie- it is my truth. I am only human, I make mistakes that I don't see, just like you. I don't see the hurt I cause blinded by my own beliefs, so do you.- I must process that truth and hurt on my own, as I will get no earthly closure from you. All I know, is what I wish to change, is this deep pit of internalized shame-unresolved dejected hurt-anger at so much sick selfish injustice- I'm done with it. I will repent, but I will give no shame, I will give no hiding with my tail tucked between my legs,- I will not be perfect at making this plan a reality. Which is why I ask you for strength in this, even if it's not a fun or easy path- a path filled with only your daily bread and my own company. I know I will weaken, I know I will be bent by remembering what has accrued and have all that shame creep into my body. I will give those old feelings their moment- and then I will be reminded of my path. Give me the strength in the hard moments, and quiet moments. I live by your grace, including on the days that I forget to give you that thanksgiving and am bitter and blind. Heal my body alone, and I know my environment will follow. I trust you Jesus, only you have my trust. I am safe with my deepest hurt in your hands.

 

[Articles]

Heavenly Father, in Jesus Name, we come to You on behalf of Aparchologeo. We ask You to give her CONSTANT PEACE on the valid hurt she feels that she cannot get earthly closure on, no matter how much she screams for it. Help her to look to You and herself for peace, and remove the shame she feels, and the shame she knows she will feel on waking. Fix her apparent defensiveness towards her family- she feels that they are not understanding her, and grant her the wisdom to understand them better. Give her the strength to forgive and to move forward in life with a heart full of love and understanding. We thank You for Your grace and mercy, and we ask these things in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Savannah20]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Gaypinn]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Antitypogeo]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[CJL80]

I prayed for you. May God bless you.

 

[Nyfre]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[A C / A O]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[RL San]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself also in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Let Us Pray: God Thank You. Thank You for loving me. Thank You for always being there for me. God, I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Heal me in every area of my life. Let Your Word be a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. God bless me with Your favor, knowledge, wisdom, peace, protection, prosperity, strength, and success in all You have called me to do. And bless me to do all You have called me to do in the spirit of excellence for Your glory.

God bless me with the strength, desire, and passion to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Bless me to know You, love You, and live my life to please You. God cleansed me of everything in my life that breaks your heart. Let me be a light in this dark world, lifting You up in the lifestyle that I live. Let the world see that Jesus Christ is my Savior and Lord of ALL of my life. Let the joy of the Lord be my strength. Protect me God from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who truly love me, care about me, want Your best for me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so in Jesus' name. Prayer was written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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