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Aparchologeo
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God give me CONSTANT PEACE on the valid hurt I feel that I cannot get earthly closure on, no matter how much I scream for it. Help me to look to you and myself for peace, I feel I cannot turn to the guide that you've given me in this life, due to the hurt I've endured from her- whether she chooses to see it as hurtful or not... Even as I type that- I feel shame. remove the shame I feel, and the shame I know I will feel on waking... Fix my apparent defensiveness towards my family- I feel that they are constantly viewing me in some negative way, and maybe they are. They have shamed me in the past for things that do not matter- because no matter what I do, I always know my truth, even when I don't act on it.- their shaming has done nothing good to me, like salt in a wound, and I'm in a state where I no longer take it,- I scratch deep into it, I claw it. And it has hurt me more then the actual hurt has. I do not want to wake and change to be something I'm not, something where I just brush over my truth that I hold in me- even if it's seen as a lie- it is my truth. I am only human, I make mistakes that I don't see, just like you. I don't see the hurt I cause blinded by my own beliefs, so do you.- I must process that truth and hurt on my own, as I will get no earthly closure from you. All I know, is what I wish to change, is this deep pit of internalized shame-unresolved dejected hurt-anger at so much sick selfish injustice- I'm done with it. I will repent, but I will give no shame, I will give no hiding with my tail tucked between my legs,- I will not be perfect at making this plan a reality. Which is why I ask you for strength in this, even if it's not a fun or easy path- a path filled with only your daily bread and my own company. I know I will weaken, I know I will be bent by remembering what has accrued and have all that shame creep into my body. I will give those old feelings their moment- and then I will be reminded of my path. Give me the strength in the hard moments, and quiet moments. I live by your grace, including on the days that I forget to give you that thanksgiving and am bitter and blind. Heal my body alone, and I know my environment will follow. I trust you Jesus, only you have my trust. I am safe with my deepest hurt in your hands.
