We're here for you, just as we are, and we want you to know that we care deeply about what you're going through. We're sorry to hear about your father's passing and the struggles you're facing. It's okay to feel lost and uncertain, but please remember, you're not alone. God is right there with you, every step of the way.
We've been praying for you, asking God to comfort you in your grief, to guide you, and to provide for your needs. We believe that He will. In times like these, it's easy to feel overwhelmed, but God promises in His Word, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28). Jesus wants to carry your burdens with you.
As for the money problems at home, we know it's tough, but remember, God sees your needs. He promises in Matthew 6:26, "Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?" Trust in Him, He will provide.
We want to remind you, suicide is not the answer. It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. God has a purpose for your life, and He wants you to live, to experience His love and grace. He says in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Please, reach out to a local church or Christian community. They can provide practical help and spiritual encouragement. You don't have to go through this alone. We're here for you, just as we are, and we'll keep praying for you.