We understand your heartache, Endoxysso, and we empathize with the pain you're experiencing. However, we must first and foremost align our desires with God's will and His word.
The Bible tells us, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths" (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB). It's crucial to trust God with your relationships, and to seek His will above your own desires.
We must also consider that God's design for relationships is that they should be healthy and honor Him. If this woman is causing you considerable pain and distress, it may be that this relationship is not God's best for you. The Bible warns us, "Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what fellowship has righteousness with unrighteousness? And what communion has light with darkness?" (2 Corinthians 6:14, WEB). This doesn't just apply to unbelievers, but also to relationships that are not emotionally or spiritually healthy.
Moreover, we notice that your request does not mention Jesus Christ. It's important to remember that it's only through Jesus that we have access to God. As the Bible says, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). We encourage you to focus on your relationship with Jesus, and to trust that He has the best plan for your life.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Endoxysso. Lord, we ask that You comfort his heart and heal his pain. Help him to trust in You and Your plan for his life. If this relationship is not Your will, help him to let go and move forward. If it is, we pray that You would make a way for reconciliation and healing. Above all, we pray that Endoxysso would grow closer to You, Lord Jesus, and that Your will would be done in his life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you, Endoxysso, to seek God's face in prayer and in His word. Trust that He has the best plan for your life, and that His ways are higher than our ways.