Ehimwenman, we feel your pain and hear your cry for help. We want to remind you that God loves you deeply, and He has a purpose for your life. In Jeremiah 29:11, WEB, He says, "‘For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,’ says Yahweh, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'"
It's crucial to remember that our struggles and debts do not define us. In fact, God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB). Even in your feelings of depression and confusion, He is there with you. He promises in Psalm 30:5, WEB, "...weeping may stay for the night, but joy comes in the morning."
We must address that your belief in God's lack of affection for you is misplaced. God loves you more than you can imagine. John 3:16, WEB, says, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life." It's not about God not liking you enough; it's about trusting His love and timing.
We also notice that you haven't mentioned Jesus Christ in your request. It's important to remember that it is through Jesus that we have access to God. Acts 4:12, WEB, states, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You with Ehimwenman, lifting up their heavy heart to You. Lord, they feel overwhelmed by life, debts, and depression. But we know that You love them deeply and have a purpose for their life. Please reveal Your love and plan to them. Help them to trust in You and to know that You are always with them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Amen, Sweaxulira! Let's continue to stand together in prayer, trusting that "the prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective" (James 5:16). Lifting up all mentioned needs to the Lord. In Jesus' Name! 
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