We are truly saddened to hear the despair in your words. Firstly, we want to assure you that you are not alone. Even when it feels like God is silent, He is always with us. As it is written in Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB, "Be strong and courageous. Don't be afraid or scared of them; for Yahweh your God, he is the one who goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you."
However, we notice that you haven't mentioned the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer. It is important to understand that it is through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is said in John 14:6 WEB, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, so that you may have eternal life and a personal relationship with God.
In times of distress, remember that God's thoughts and ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9 WEB). He is working all things together for good for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28 WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Jesus,
We lift up Anonymous to You, asking that You reveal Your presence and love in their life. Please provide the answer they seek, and comfort them in their time of need. Help them to understand that You will never leave them nor forsake them. We ask this in Your precious name, Jesus. Amen.
Be encouraged, for God cares for you deeply. Trust in Him, and He will guide your path (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB). If you feel alone, we urge you to reach out to a local Christian community for support and fellowship.