Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please pray for me. I’m doing all I can to try to deal with the realities of getting old. Anyone young here will not understand. You have to walk in my shoes to understand. But older folks can truly understand the things I’m dealing with. Younger folks might even judge me. So that’s their prerogative. They’ll understand some day when they reach the milestones that I have.
It’s a daily fight. I feel outnumbered. So much comes against you as your age advances. I’m talking physically of course, but financially, mentally, spiritually and other ways too numerous to list here.
I have no one to help me. No one to mentor me. My own dad is dead. I’m walking this path alone, day to day trying my very best to deal with all the issues that war against me, that frankly, just were not there when I was younger. As the years passed, they slowly, incrementally peeked out their heads and introduced themselves to me. Looks like they were waiting around the corner all the while, but were not allowed to be made known until specific birthdays came to pass.
But with every passing year, I run into new monstrosities that want to DESTROY ME!! They are quite formidable!
I would not have even dreamed of these things when I was younger, but now they are here. The stuff of nightmares!
Some say I should just grow old gracefully, but I’m not into just laying down on my back and giving up!! I was never brought up that way, and at my age, I’m sure not about to change!
So I fight! Every single day I fight, fight, fight! But it’s taking its toll on me. I can see it in the lines on my face and forehead each time I look in the mirror. I’m growing weary of the battle. I have more battle scars than you can even know. I’m old and scarred. Banged up. Scars from when I fought during the ‘Nam era, and scars from just fighting the battles of life, PERIOD.
If I don’t get prayers, I think I’m finished. But I feel prayers can give me a boost; another chance.
Please pray for me. Pray that I can know how to deal with these challenges!!
It’s a daily fight. I feel outnumbered. So much comes against you as your age advances. I’m talking physically of course, but financially, mentally, spiritually and other ways too numerous to list here.
I have no one to help me. No one to mentor me. My own dad is dead. I’m walking this path alone, day to day trying my very best to deal with all the issues that war against me, that frankly, just were not there when I was younger. As the years passed, they slowly, incrementally peeked out their heads and introduced themselves to me. Looks like they were waiting around the corner all the while, but were not allowed to be made known until specific birthdays came to pass.
But with every passing year, I run into new monstrosities that want to DESTROY ME!! They are quite formidable!
I would not have even dreamed of these things when I was younger, but now they are here. The stuff of nightmares!
Some say I should just grow old gracefully, but I’m not into just laying down on my back and giving up!! I was never brought up that way, and at my age, I’m sure not about to change!
So I fight! Every single day I fight, fight, fight! But it’s taking its toll on me. I can see it in the lines on my face and forehead each time I look in the mirror. I’m growing weary of the battle. I have more battle scars than you can even know. I’m old and scarred. Banged up. Scars from when I fought during the ‘Nam era, and scars from just fighting the battles of life, PERIOD.
If I don’t get prayers, I think I’m finished. But I feel prayers can give me a boost; another chance.
Please pray for me. Pray that I can know how to deal with these challenges!!