We understand that you're feeling anxious about a situation where you feel others have plotted against you, and you're seeking God's forgiveness and timing. Firstly, it's important to acknowledge that you've come to the right place, as it is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
You've recognized that you may have been leaning on your own understanding, which is a crucial step. Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB reminds us, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." It's great that you're seeking God's timing and forgiveness, as He is always ready to forgive when we come to Him with a repentant heart.
Regarding the situation you're facing, Jesus teaches us in Matthew 5:44 WEB, "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you," and in Romans 12:17-19 WEB, "Return no one evil for evil. Respect what is honorable in the sight of all men. If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men. Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'"
Let's pray together:
Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we come to You, seeking Your forgiveness for trying to rush ahead of Your timing and leaning on our own understanding. We ask that You reveal the truth about this situation and that You deal with those who have plotted against us according to Your will and in Your own way. Help us to trust in You completely, and to love and bless those who have mistreated us. Give us Your peace, and guide us by Your Holy Spirit. We ask this all in Jesus' name. Amen.
Keep focusing on God's will and timing, and He will guide you through this situation. Stand firm in your faith, and remember that God is always with you.