Dallor
Disciple of Prayer
I have been struggling with a gambling addiction for two years. I started therapy a few months ago to try to deal with my past trauma and causes for my compulsive gambling. I'm in over 100k debt behind my gambling. I pray every day asking God to help me overcome my addiction and to help me with my financial burden that I created. I never intended for my life to be like this. I couldn't control it. I am working a full time and part time job and looking to replace the part time job with a full time job to pay off my debt. I'm 48yrs old, I don't have the strength most days to work all these hours but I have too. I want this nightmare to be over with. I hate myself for what I did. There's days I want to give up but I think about my children and how unfair it would be for them to give up. March is when things went downhill for me. Will God help me overcome this addiction and help with this financial burden? I cannot file bankruptcy nor do I want to because I understand I made the choice to gamble, but God knows I didn't make the choice to be addicted. I want my debt to be paid off so I can put all this behind me. I am so sad tonight because I try and try and continue to mess up. Please say a prayer for me. I don't know what else to do.