Dear Lord,
I have bloodwork scheduled again on 6/11. I have tried to limit protein + phosphorous in my diet to make it easier on the kidney. I pray for improvement in the lab results. Things look pretty grim in terms of needing dialysis before too long. The kidney worries me more than the cancer.
I don't want to go to extraordinary lengths to try to stay alive. This battle has been going on for >25 years. You have given me reprieves with these 2 transplants, but I am almost certainly not a candidate for a 3rd. I doubt I could survive such a grueling surgery again.
At any rate, TY so much for all you've done to keep me alive long enough to see my daughter reach the age of 30-almost 31. My greatest wish is that she + her husband return to you, before it's too late. Please work in their lives to save their souls asap.
In your holy name, amen.
I have bloodwork scheduled again on 6/11. I have tried to limit protein + phosphorous in my diet to make it easier on the kidney. I pray for improvement in the lab results. Things look pretty grim in terms of needing dialysis before too long. The kidney worries me more than the cancer.
I don't want to go to extraordinary lengths to try to stay alive. This battle has been going on for >25 years. You have given me reprieves with these 2 transplants, but I am almost certainly not a candidate for a 3rd. I doubt I could survive such a grueling surgery again.
At any rate, TY so much for all you've done to keep me alive long enough to see my daughter reach the age of 30-almost 31. My greatest wish is that she + her husband return to you, before it's too late. Please work in their lives to save their souls asap.
In your holy name, amen.