Beneel
Disciple of Prayer
Hello unsure if anyone is listening at this hour, if they are I'd like to tell you guys a little of my life! Asking for spiritual guides reference & prayer warriors over me & my children's life!
I am a 7th day Adventist born and raised but have strayed away from the faith on so many occasions! I was married, I lost my way & did many things I'm not proud of after separation survival for my children!
However, after a 6 month bid in 2021 I got my life back on track & got back in church (my testimony)! After doing exceptionally well, trial & tribulations have been hitting left & right!
I've lost my children to child protection services, and it's hitting me terribly because I've been living my life right to the best of my abilities! Almost feels like God is repaying my past wrongs!
I'm so distraught I've almost given up because I don't understand why now when I've changed my life versus when I was living so foul previously nothing touched me! I'm almost giving up & begging for prayer, guidance to bring my children home!
To keep my faith like Job although he slays I will obey! To not grow weary of doing good! To not fear the evil powers that be before me because I know this is Satan sifting me like wheat!
To keep my faith amidst adversity! To not end it all tonight
and lastly of all that God sees me through to a better position financially! This new job I am seeking that I may be able to maintain my housing arrangements and prepare a beautiful Godly lifestyle for my children's untimely return if it may be God's will!
Please pray for me, I'm almost finished, I feel I can't bear without my baby's amen.
I am a 7th day Adventist born and raised but have strayed away from the faith on so many occasions! I was married, I lost my way & did many things I'm not proud of after separation survival for my children!
However, after a 6 month bid in 2021 I got my life back on track & got back in church (my testimony)! After doing exceptionally well, trial & tribulations have been hitting left & right!
I've lost my children to child protection services, and it's hitting me terribly because I've been living my life right to the best of my abilities! Almost feels like God is repaying my past wrongs!
I'm so distraught I've almost given up because I don't understand why now when I've changed my life versus when I was living so foul previously nothing touched me! I'm almost giving up & begging for prayer, guidance to bring my children home!
To keep my faith like Job although he slays I will obey! To not grow weary of doing good! To not fear the evil powers that be before me because I know this is Satan sifting me like wheat!
To keep my faith amidst adversity! To not end it all tonight

Please pray for me, I'm almost finished, I feel I can't bear without my baby's amen.