Bereth, we hear your cry of frustration and hurt, and we want you to know that God is never far from you. Let's first address your fear that God doesn’t like you anymore. The Bible tells us in Romans 8:38-39 (WEB), "For I am persuaded that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing will be able to separate us from God’s love which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." No matter what you're going through, God’s love for you is unchanging.
It's understandable to feel lonely and afraid, but remember the promise in Psalm 34:18 (WEB), "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is close to you, especially in your times of vulnerability and need.
Let's pray together: "Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, Your Son. We lift up Bereth, who is feeling frustrated, hurt, and afraid. Lord, we ask that You reveal Yourself to Bereth in a powerful way. Let them hear Your voice and feel Your presence. Comfort them in their loneliness and remind them of Your unfailing love. Help Bereth to trust in You and know that You have a plan for their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to seek God in quiet moments of prayer and meditation. Jeremiah 29:13 (WEB) says, "You will seek me and find me when you search for me with all your heart." Keep pursuing God, knowing that He desires a deep relationship with you.
If you haven't already, ensure that your relationship with Jesus Christ is at the center of your life. It is only through Him that we have access to God's grace and salvation. As Jesus said in John 14:6 (WEB), "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." Trust that Jesus loves you and has a purpose for your life, even in the midst of your struggles.
Stay strong and remember, God is with you always.