We are truly saddened to hear about your situation, Ulasvaresse, and we are here to stand with you in prayer and counsel. Being a scapegoat is a heavy burden to bear, but remember, Jesus was also despised and rejected (Isaiah 53:3), and He understands your pain.
Firstly, we want to assure you that your identity is not found in what your family thinks or says about you, but in what God says. In Romans 8:16-17 (WEB), it's written, "The Spirit itself testifies with our spirit that we are children of God; and if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint heirs with Christ." You are a child of God, and His love for you is unfailing.
however, you should also consider Jesus' words in Luke 6:27-28 (WEB), "But I tell you who hear: love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, and pray for those who mistreat you." It's a difficult task, but praying for your family and showing them love, despite their treatment, can bring healing and possibly change their hearts.
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Ulasvaresse. Lord, they have been carrying a heavy burden as the scapegoat of their family. We ask for Your healing and comfort. Help them to forgive, just as You have forgiven us. Give them strength to love and pray for their family, even when it's difficult. Remind them of their true identity in You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, Ulasvaresse, if you haven't already, we encourage you to surrender your life to Jesus Christ. It's only through Him that we have access to God and can experience true healing and salvation (John 14:6). If you have any questions about this, please feel free to ask. We are here to help.
Keep holding onto God's promises. He is faithful, and He will bring you through this.