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Hi Everyone,
First of all, I appreciate your prayers. There are so many prayer requests on here and may God bless those who take the time to read this.
I reconnected with a gentleman that I had posted about a few weeks ago. It had been 8 weeks since we last spoke. The communication though is not what I'd like it to be, it's been slow in forming - a few messages here and there and some memes/reels. I am so grateful to God for this. But I would like to reconnect on the phone and in person. I don't want a friendship with someone let alone a relationship unless we can talk on the phone or meet up and do activities together. I am praying that the lines of communication would open and he would want to talk to me and be honest with me. I care so deeply about P. God has put him on my heart. The enemy keeps attacking me with anxiety, telling me to give up and this situation is hopeless, and I look stupid for caring. I want to trust in God's will for my life, including this relationship. If it's not meant to be, God will have to take my feelings away, because they are VERY strong for him. Please pray for peace in my heart, that the enemy is bound from these attacks, and that the lines of communication would open up between us. I am sick of feeling sick to my stomach, and I have now since April. I just offered to call him so we will see if he responds.
Kirsten
First of all, I appreciate your prayers. There are so many prayer requests on here and may God bless those who take the time to read this.
I reconnected with a gentleman that I had posted about a few weeks ago. It had been 8 weeks since we last spoke. The communication though is not what I'd like it to be, it's been slow in forming - a few messages here and there and some memes/reels. I am so grateful to God for this. But I would like to reconnect on the phone and in person. I don't want a friendship with someone let alone a relationship unless we can talk on the phone or meet up and do activities together. I am praying that the lines of communication would open and he would want to talk to me and be honest with me. I care so deeply about P. God has put him on my heart. The enemy keeps attacking me with anxiety, telling me to give up and this situation is hopeless, and I look stupid for caring. I want to trust in God's will for my life, including this relationship. If it's not meant to be, God will have to take my feelings away, because they are VERY strong for him. Please pray for peace in my heart, that the enemy is bound from these attacks, and that the lines of communication would open up between us. I am sick of feeling sick to my stomach, and I have now since April. I just offered to call him so we will see if he responds.
Kirsten