needingprayers
Prayer Warrior
Friends, it has been a while since I have posted anything on here. I apologize for that. I feel so guilty that I’ve neglected turning to others until I’m in dire need of prayers. I know that prayer is stronger when in numbers, but I have been praying on my own. I just finally reached a breaking point, and I realized that I’m just not strong enough on my own. I hope that whoever is reading this will help pray with/for me. My pet sugar-glider, Mia, died a few days ago. She slowly went in my arms, and I’m thankful for that. I don’t know if it was old age, if she was sick, or what happened because it all occurred so suddenly. The grief that I feel is… immense, intense, and I don’t think that it’ll ever really go away because when you love someone/something so much… how can it? Please, pray for my heart to heal as much as it can. Also, my other sugar-glider is now acting odd. I don’t know if she’s sick, too. I don’t know if she’s grieving, but she won’t eat. Her behavior is off, and I’m worried that I may lose her as well. Please, pray for her. Her name is Pixie. She isn’t old enough to pass away naturally so something may be wrong, and it is worrying me to the point where I can’t think of anything aside from her and from the loss of my other beloved baby. Please, pray that she’s okay and that she’ll live a long, happy, healthy life with me. I’m just so scared, and I’m in need of comfort and prayers. Please, God, let Pixie live and be okay. Let her live to be of old age like Mia, and please hold me. Comfort me. Calm my thoughts and my heart. I’ll do anything for her to be alright, and I need You to help me. I love you, Daddy. I love the animals that you’ve given me. I don’t want to see anything happen to them, and I hope that you have Mia up there in Heaven with you. I’ll never get over her, I’ll never stop missing her, and I’ll never stop loving her. I can’t lose Pixie, too. Please don’t let me lose Joe, either. He’s old and he’s deaf, but I can’t suffer much more loss. Please, God. Heal my babies and keep them safe. I love you. Amen. And to anyone that prays for me, for Pixie, and for Joe (my old doggo) — thank you. I’m thankful for you and your prayers.