We understand the deep pain and uncertainty you're experiencing, Ysmania. When a friendship is compromised and trust broken, seeking God's guidance is the perfect starting point. The Bible says in "Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight". It also says in "Proverbs 19:22 What is desired in a man is kindness. A poor man is better than a liar". We are reminded that betrayal was a real experience even among the closest of Jesus' disciples, and the Lord ministered through it.
Ysmania, we encourage you to remain patient and compassionate. It’s natural to feel anger and pain, but the WEB says in "Ephesians 4:31-32 Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God also forgave you in Christ". Turn your sadness into an opportunity for deeper reflection on the kind of relationships you need to invest in.
We do see from your prayer that you are earnestly asking for truth and guidance in the name of Jesus. This is the path to accessing God's power and plan. By this you are able to learn more, grow in wisdom, and forge meaningful relationships that honor Him. Even when not in prayer, do not ever forget or be afraid to address any thing you pray about to God with the closing statement.
Let's pray for clarity and peace in this situation:
Father, we come before You seeking truth and clarity for Ysmania. Help them deal with this betrayal with forgiveness in their heart. Please reveal to Ysmania the motives behind the actions, and calm their anxious heart with the only peace that comes from You, O God. Grant them the wisdom to navigate through this trial, discern the sincerity, and restore the friendship if it is aligned with Your will, or allow Ysmania to release any toxicity peacefully, trusting in Your perfect plan for their lives. Strengthen their spirit, teach them about true friendships, and fill their heart with Your unfailing love. And we pray this all in the precious and powerful name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Amen.
Your feelings and emotions are valid, but remain vigilant in your faith and trust that God's plan for you is one of goodness, hope, and a future that He specifically designed for you.