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Beloved Servant
[SIZE=11pt]PrayerRequest family I need your prayers in the areas of strength, confidence, discernment and protection. [/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]God called me to purpose. But, because I was weak: starved for my family’s (unconditional) love and needy of peoples’ acceptance: I removed my hands from the plow and looked back to the approval and expectations others. I have experienced severe consequences as a result of that decision. Sometimes we are called to do those things that seem dishonorable in the eyes of others. Luke 9 (below), Jesus clearly rebukes two men for seeking to return to do what most people would consider admirable and even biblical, and it is, but it’s secondary to their call to follow Jesus. Mine has been an extremely difficult calling, because it completely goes against that which has been “my normal.†Because of my past, my nature has always been to be very private, quiet, reserved, even to the point of being anti-social and self-sabotaging. I can’t do this on my own. But, when God calls; you answer. I have asked God if it was His voice that heard and He has overwhelming confirmed in the affirmative on several occasions, through His Word, through other people and through His actions in the presence of witnesses.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=11pt]My story isn’t pretty and the lack of support from “man†literally drove me into depression and into hiding. We are often called to give testimony of our triumphs over satan. Those testimonies aren’t always pretty. Calvary, in its’ entirety, was not a pretty testimony but its’ beauty lies in the finished work; of which we would have no knowledge, but that it was written in testament. My family says they’re OK with me telling my story as long as I don’t use my name. SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THAT PICTURE. I refuse to lie about who I am or what I have been through. NO MORE HIDING! I am posting my photo tonight to symbolize TRUTH.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=11pt]Isaiah 61:8 - For I the LORD love justice, I hate robbery and injustice; and I will direct their work in TRUTH, and I will make an everlasting covenant with them.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=11pt]The Cost of Following Jesus (Luke 9) [/SIZE]
[SIZE=11pt]57http://biblehub.com/luke/9-57.htm[/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]As they were walking along the road, a man said to him, “I will follow you wherever you go.†58http://biblehub.com/luke/9-58.htm[/SIZE]Jesus replied, [SIZE=11pt]“Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head.†[/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]59http://biblehub.com/luke/9-59.htm[/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]He said to another man, [/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]“Follow me.†[/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]But he replied, “Lord, first let me go and bury my father.†60http://biblehub.com/luke/9-60.htm[/SIZE]Jesus said to him, [SIZE=11pt]“Let the dead bury their own dead, but you go and proclaim the kingdom of God.†[/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]61http://biblehub.com/luke/9-61.htm[/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]Still another said, “I will follow you, Lord; but first let me go back and say goodbye to my family.†62http://biblehub.com/luke/9-62.htm[/SIZE]Jesus replied, [SIZE=11pt]“No one who puts a hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God.â€[/SIZE]
[SIZE=11pt]Isaiah 55:8-9; Deuteronomy 27:22; Psalm 27:10; Leviticus 26:40-42[/SIZE]
[SIZE=11pt]My story isn’t pretty and the lack of support from “man†literally drove me into depression and into hiding. We are often called to give testimony of our triumphs over satan. Those testimonies aren’t always pretty. Calvary, in its’ entirety, was not a pretty testimony but its’ beauty lies in the finished work; of which we would have no knowledge, but that it was written in testament. My family says they’re OK with me telling my story as long as I don’t use my name. SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THAT PICTURE. I refuse to lie about who I am or what I have been through. NO MORE HIDING! I am posting my photo tonight to symbolize TRUTH.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=11pt]Isaiah 61:8 - For I the LORD love justice, I hate robbery and injustice; and I will direct their work in TRUTH, and I will make an everlasting covenant with them.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=11pt]The Cost of Following Jesus (Luke 9) [/SIZE]
[SIZE=11pt]57http://biblehub.com/luke/9-57.htm[/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]As they were walking along the road, a man said to him, “I will follow you wherever you go.†58http://biblehub.com/luke/9-58.htm[/SIZE]Jesus replied, [SIZE=11pt]“Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head.†[/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]59http://biblehub.com/luke/9-59.htm[/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]He said to another man, [/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]“Follow me.†[/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]But he replied, “Lord, first let me go and bury my father.†60http://biblehub.com/luke/9-60.htm[/SIZE]Jesus said to him, [SIZE=11pt]“Let the dead bury their own dead, but you go and proclaim the kingdom of God.†[/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]61http://biblehub.com/luke/9-61.htm[/SIZE][SIZE=11pt]Still another said, “I will follow you, Lord; but first let me go back and say goodbye to my family.†62http://biblehub.com/luke/9-62.htm[/SIZE]Jesus replied, [SIZE=11pt]“No one who puts a hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God.â€[/SIZE]
[SIZE=11pt]Isaiah 55:8-9; Deuteronomy 27:22; Psalm 27:10; Leviticus 26:40-42[/SIZE]