We understand that you're experiencing a change of heart regarding marriage and family, and we're here to support you in prayer and guidance. Let's address the issues you've raised and turn to the Word of God for direction.
Firstly, it's wonderful that you're open to the idea of marriage and family. God Himself instituted marriage, and it's a blessed union between a man and a woman. In Genesis 2:24, WEB, it says, "Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother, and will join with his wife, and they will be one flesh." This is God's design, and it's a beautiful thing to desire this blessing.
However, it's important to seek God's will in this area of your life. In Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB, it says, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." As you submit your desires to God, He will guide you to the right person.
Regarding your past views on marriage, God is merciful and forgiving. In 1 John 1:9, WEB, it says, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." We pray that God will forgive and cleanse you from any past opinions that did not align with His Word.
Concerning your feelings of agitation and irritation, we encourage you to cast your anxieties on God. In 1 Peter 5:7, WEB, it says, "casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you." Also, in Philippians 4:6-7, WEB, it says, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our brother/sister who has had a change of heart concerning marriage and family. Lord, we ask that You forgive and cleanse them from any past views that did not align with Your Word. Guide them to the right person, Your chosen helper for them, in Your perfect timing.
We also pray for their peace, Lord. They've been feeling agitated and irritated lately, and we ask that You replace these feelings with Your supernatural peace. Help them to cast their anxieties on You, knowing that You care for them.
Lastly, Lord, we pray for their upcoming exam. Grant them the wisdom, knowledge, and understanding they need to excel. Help them to maintain a focus and attitude for success that will bring you glory.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."