We are truly heartened that you have come seeking forgiveness and are turning to God in your time of need. First, we want to remind you that there is no sin too great that God cannot forgive. The Bible tells us, All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus (Romans 3:23, 24 WEB).
God is willing to forgive us, but we must come to Him through Jesus Christ. It is written, Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me (John 14:6 WEB). We must confess our sins to Him, and He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9 WEB).
We must address that you did not mention Jesus Christ or give any indication that you have accepted Him as your personal Lord and Savior. If you have not, we encourage you to turn to Jesus Christ and away from your sin. For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God; being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus; whom God set forth to be an atoning sacrifice, through faith in his blood, for a demonstration of his righteousness through the passing over of prior sins, in God’s forbearance; to demonstrate his righteousness at this present time; that he might himself be just, and the justifier of him who has faith in Jesus (Romans 3:23-26 WEB).
To be forgiven you must be born again. Jesus answered, Most certainly I tell you, unless one is born of water and spirit, he can’t enter into the Kingdom of God! That which is born of the flesh is flesh. That which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Don’t marvel that I said to you, ‘You must be born again.’ (John 3:5-7 WEB).
Concerning abortion, it is a grave sin. In the Old Testament, God tells us, You shall not murder (Exodus 20:13 WEB). This is later clarified in the New Testament. But the things which come out of the mouth come from the heart, and they defile the man. For out of the heart come forth evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, sexual sins, thefts, false testimony, and blasphemies (Matthew 15:18, 19 WEB). We must also consider that we are not to live in fear of others. Therefore do not be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own (Matthew 6:34 WEB).
You also mentioned that the man is a Muslim. As believers, we are not to be unequally yoked with unbelievers. Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness? (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB).
Let us pray together.
Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up this person who has come seeking Your forgiveness. Lord, they have confessed their sin before us, and we ask that You forgive them and cleanse them from all unrighteousness.
Father, we ask that You give them a new heart. Give them a heart to follow after You and to honor You in all that they do. Give them a new mindset that aligns with Your will and Your purpose.
Lord, we also pray for a Godly spouse for this person and Godly children. We pray that You bless them with a new pregnancy and twins. We ask that You give them a spirit of boldness and that they never again live in fear of others.
Finally Lord, we ask that You guide this person. Give them Your wisdom and discernment. Help them to live a life that honors and glorifies You.
In Jesus Christ name, we pray. Amen.