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SUJAI149
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i m in love with a girl for the past 3 years. we were always together. we worked hard 4 our careers, so that we can be together. feelings were true,immense,holy with good intensions.We shifted to long distance relation.Career. and a hectic schedule. but everything just to have her and a safe future. but she started feeling lonely, conversations seemed enough, but may be they werent. i always visited there,whenevr i can. i tried my best. i love her. then there came a person, a friend in her life. he made har laugh, smile, he was a good friend, he was becoming so closer to her. i felt insecure. that wwas not good and sometimes i reacted also. helpless. and 1 day she said she has feelings 4 him and i she was filled with guilty. she was a human, and i know, humans tend towards love and care, wherevr they get that. not blaming her. but i cant accept this. i cant i m sorry it pains so much. everyday i pray, i cry, i beg... so so much pain. i l die of this pain.i want her back pls. pray pls
i just want her happy. but can i be selfish, if i wish she comes back to me, love me like she used to. i swear i want her, with the best of intensions, i want to invite her in my life, take care of her, love her, give her all happiness she deserves. but i cant c her sad ever. if she doesnt wana come back, i will never ask her 4 dat. but still i wish 2 pray. no matter even she will come or not. i want the power of the prayers. i m helpless and so want to knock the doors of the lord. i m helpless. dont know wat 2 do. so i pray. but my voice is feeble. i need prayers. please help me.
i have a confession 2 make to all. i rescently talked 2 my girl. she was sad. she said me things. i love her truly always. yes i did mistakes. true love shouldnt have fear to lose anyday. but i dont know when some1 tries to come near her. i was insecure. my mistake. she told me, that more i loved, she was like in a cage. but i sweared i never knew. she never said me that then. i didnt know wat was going. i feel like a devil. i want her happy. i know i have changed. this pain taught me everything, i swear. was i such bad. i didnt do wrong. but i regret hurting her. but everything just happend. i swear if i realized, i wud have changed. everyday i do all things,just to be with her 1 day. she is important 2 me. i feel so helpless. i m a sinner. i sinned even being loyal and loving. i paid very very heavy price 4 that. y am i like that??
i didnt do wrong 2 ny1 so much....
atleast 4 the purity of my feelings, i beg b4 u oh saviour. i confess i did mistakes. but i didnt realized all that.
she is my princess. but y i was insecure so much?? i just wanted her 2 b happy, no matter what i go through.
i love her still...... beyond words.
may be u did right oh saviour... u freed her from animal like me.
i ask 4giveness oh lord.
in ur name, i beg u 1 last chance. i regret 4 mistakes.i know u l 4give me, she did it.
i know if i pray, u can give me more than i can even think...
can i have 1 last chance, please... return her once.
i m no one to ask u wat 2 do. i m ur servant and u the master. i just beg u.
i dont desire anything. i l keep praying 4 that. till then just keep her happy oh lore. please.
please i ask u, in ur name.
i l b a good child. please. grant me forgiveness and a chance. i l be good. please.
i l keep her happy. give me a last chance. i miss her so much. i cant go 2 her ask this. cause she l b more hurt. cant thinnk her in any more pain.
so i ask u.
please lord.
thats my only prayer 2 u.
readers i m helpless. please pray 4 me. strenthen my prayer to the father.
i love u god. i trust in faith.
please...
i just want her happy. but can i be selfish, if i wish she comes back to me, love me like she used to. i swear i want her, with the best of intensions, i want to invite her in my life, take care of her, love her, give her all happiness she deserves. but i cant c her sad ever. if she doesnt wana come back, i will never ask her 4 dat. but still i wish 2 pray. no matter even she will come or not. i want the power of the prayers. i m helpless and so want to knock the doors of the lord. i m helpless. dont know wat 2 do. so i pray. but my voice is feeble. i need prayers. please help me.
i have a confession 2 make to all. i rescently talked 2 my girl. she was sad. she said me things. i love her truly always. yes i did mistakes. true love shouldnt have fear to lose anyday. but i dont know when some1 tries to come near her. i was insecure. my mistake. she told me, that more i loved, she was like in a cage. but i sweared i never knew. she never said me that then. i didnt know wat was going. i feel like a devil. i want her happy. i know i have changed. this pain taught me everything, i swear. was i such bad. i didnt do wrong. but i regret hurting her. but everything just happend. i swear if i realized, i wud have changed. everyday i do all things,just to be with her 1 day. she is important 2 me. i feel so helpless. i m a sinner. i sinned even being loyal and loving. i paid very very heavy price 4 that. y am i like that??
i didnt do wrong 2 ny1 so much....
atleast 4 the purity of my feelings, i beg b4 u oh saviour. i confess i did mistakes. but i didnt realized all that.
she is my princess. but y i was insecure so much?? i just wanted her 2 b happy, no matter what i go through.
i love her still...... beyond words.
may be u did right oh saviour... u freed her from animal like me.
i ask 4giveness oh lord.
in ur name, i beg u 1 last chance. i regret 4 mistakes.i know u l 4give me, she did it.
i know if i pray, u can give me more than i can even think...
can i have 1 last chance, please... return her once.
i m no one to ask u wat 2 do. i m ur servant and u the master. i just beg u.
i dont desire anything. i l keep praying 4 that. till then just keep her happy oh lore. please.
please i ask u, in ur name.
i l b a good child. please. grant me forgiveness and a chance. i l be good. please.
i l keep her happy. give me a last chance. i miss her so much. i cant go 2 her ask this. cause she l b more hurt. cant thinnk her in any more pain.
so i ask u.
please lord.
thats my only prayer 2 u.
readers i m helpless. please pray 4 me. strenthen my prayer to the father.
i love u god. i trust in faith.
please...