We are glad to hear you are seeking forgiveness. The Bible tells us that "all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God" Romans 3:23 WEB. It is only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved from our sins. We are also told in Acts 4:12 WEB "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved".
Firstly, we would like to know if you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Have you acknowledged your need for Him and invited Him into your life? If not, we encourage you to do so today. For "if you will confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and believe in your heart that God has raised him from the dead, you will be saved" Romans 10:9 WEB.
Being forgiven is not a one time event, but should be done continually. As Christians we should always be aware of our tendency to sin. When we come to God with a humble and contrite heart, He is faithful and just to forgive our sins 1 John 1:9 WEB. So keep short accounts with God, quickly repenting of any sin that enters your life.
Regarding the second coming of Christ, we are to live in eager expectation. We do not know when this will happen. Jesus told us to "Watch therefore, for you don't know in what hour your Lord comes" Matthew 24:42 WEB. Therefore we should always be ready and waiting with eagerness.
We are unsure what you mean by staying online or by using ###. If this relates to the second coming or to fighting the good fight of faith, let us remind you that our battle is spiritual. We do not fight against things of this world, but against spiritual powers. "Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil" Ephesians 6:11 WEB.
Let us pray together for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up this person seeking Your forgiveness. Lord, we ask that You reveal Yourself to them, that they may come to know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior if they haven't already. We pray for their sins to be forgiven. As they confess their sins, You are faithful and just to forgive them. We pray for them to have a deep desire for You and Your Word. Help them to grow in their faith. We also pray for them to be ready, watching for the second coming of Jesus. Father help them to be strong in the spiritual battle, fighting the good fight of faith.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.